Another day has begun! I feel fear in the pit of my gut and I don't know why. Is it fear of the unknown or is it fear of what I do know. A good woman must know her limitations and I am trying to figure out what they are.
Oh, God of all that is good, help me to find my way in this life. I am growing weary with all the demands on my time. I want to negate all responsiblity and just be! Where do I find the freedom to be me? Where is the peace of mind I long for?
I suppose now would be a good time to pray. But I fear that my prayers go unheard, is the God I have come to understand listening or do I need to find another. I am not understanding where this doubt has come from. For lack of knowing nothing else I will pray for me, for you and all others. It is all I have sometimes, prayer. Prayer is good, it is faith.
I long for something, something...... an unknown feeling or sensation...... I want more, but I don't want to work for it.... haha, I want it to magically appear and just be as it always was.............
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