Ache

 

I ache for you, my lover……..

I long to touch, I long to kiss, to hold you

I wonder is this all too much, too soon?

I love when I hover above you and I smell you and I want you

I hold back as long as I can until it all becomes too much and I have to touch you and I need to taste you with my tongue

Oh, my dear love what have we gone and done?

I could bury myself into your soul forever and never be satisfied

This passion I feel for you burns hot and bright and I sometimes wonder if this longing will ever be pacified

I ache for you, my lover……..

Questions of Love

LOVE!

WHAT DOES IT MEAN TO BE IN LOVE?

HOW DO YOU ACT WHEN YOU’RE IN LOVE?

APPARENTLY I DO NOT KNOW THE ANSWER TO EITHER OF THESE QUESTIONS

IS THERE EVEN AN ANSWER TO BE HAD?

THESE ARE THE THINGS I PONDER AS I SIT HERE AND THINK ABOUT HER,

ALWAYS IT IS ABOUT HER

OUT OF 24 HOURS IN A DAY I THINK OF HER ALWAYS, EVEN AS I SLEEP I DREAM OF HER

I KNOW I AM NOT PERFECT AT THIS THING CALLED LOVE, I FLOUNDER AND I FALTER, I CAN SAY THE MOST ASSININE THINGS AS MY INSECURITIES GET THE BETTER OF ME

AM I AFRAID OF THIS THING CALLED LOVE? NO, I LOVE LOVE

NO, I’M AFRAID OF THE HURT THAT COMES FROM MY PAST EXPERIENCE WITH LOVE, OF HER PAST EXPERIENCE WITH LOVE

SO WHY DO I MAKE THIS LOVE SUFFER BECAUSE OF PAST LOVE? WHY CAN I NOT LEAVE THE PAST IN THE PAST?

LOVE, LOVE, LOVE

SO MANY QUESTIONS SEEM TO GO UNANSWERED WHEN IT COMES TO LOVE

SO I GUESS I WILL KEEPING ON LOVING HER, AS IF I EVEN HAVE A CHOICE IN THE MATTER

SHE HAS CAPTIVATED MY HEART, HAUNTS MY SOUL AND OCCUPIES MY MIND

I AM IN LOVE...... AHHH, SWEET LOVE

HOW DID THAT HAPPEN?

 

YET ANOTHER QUESTION TO BE HAD FOR LOVE!

LOVER

 

OH HOW I LOVE YOU BUT YOU WILL NEVER KNOW WILL YOU

BECAUSE I WONT TELL YOU WHAT I ALREADY KNOW

I HAVE BEEN IN LOVE WITH YOU FROM THE MOMENT I SAW YOU
BUT I WOULDN’T TELL YOU THEN WHAT I ALREADY KNOW NOW THAT
THE FEELINGS YOU PROVOKE INSIDE ME, HAUNT ME AND BERATE ME, MY UNDYING LOVE  FOR YOU IS KILLING ME, INSIDE OF ME I HIDE FROM MYSELF AND I TURN IN DISGUST

I DON’T KNOW WHY I GO ON AND ON AND TORTURE MYSELF WITH YOUR PRESENCE, BEING NEXT TO YOU AND FEELING YOUR SOUL IS LIKE MY HEART PAYING PENANCE FOR LOVING YOU LIKE I DO AND I WILL AND CANT STOP.
 OH GOD I CRY OUT IN PAIN WHEN YOU TOUCH ME, HOLD ME, KISS ME, YOU PLAY SO INNOCENT  WITH MY FEELINGS OF LOVE AND ADORATION, YOU REALLY HAVE NO IDEA HOW I LUST FOR YOU TO TOUCH ME WITH DESIRE, HOLD ME WITH LONGING AND KISS ME WITH A PASSION THAT WILL NEVER DIE.

 JUST BEING NEAR YOU, ACROSS A ROOM BEGINS A LONGING I CAN NOT CONTROL STARTING A FIRE THAT TIME CAN NOT EXTINGUISH, I AM FOR EVER YOUR FOOL AND IT IS KILLING ME TO CALL YOU FRIEND WHEN I LONG TO CALL YOU LOVER