My Child

You are my child and I love you, but I can’t help you because you don’t want me to.
My heart breaks seeing me in you, I wish you wanted to be me now, not the me that I used to be. I will never give up on you and I will always pray for you, but something has to change and if it won’t be you, it has to be me. I need to be free of all this insanity. When you are ready I will be right here waiting, you will always know where to find me. I am your heart and you are mine. Mother and daughter…….. family.

Secret

I pray for God to take away this lust

But all I really want to do…… is say fuck it and run to you

I want to lose myself in your kiss and fall into your soul

I don’t care that you belong to another, I don’t care that another belongs to me

I want a dirty little secret that only you and I can see

Oh God, please, help.... ahh fuck it, I'm going to follow my obsession and keep it my secret