Seasons

I’ve heard the term a reason, a season or a lifetime

But I ask, “What is the reason when someone promises a lifetime and leaves you before the end of the season?

Why run? Is it too hard to stick and stay?

I suppose if that is your level of commitment you should be on your way and quess what, I will be okay

I have fortitude, combined with a need to forgive and forget and I will persevere with all the love in my heart

I will make a fresh start, with people of like mind and like heart

                                                                                       

Mom

Mom, I love you with all my heart

I will always be your little girl

It was a sad day when you joined God and left this world

You gave so much of yourself when I was growing up

Tutoring me in math, expanding my vocabulary, you gave me a love of learning

I feel your love all around me and it leaves me yearning

Mom, I apologize for taking your love and warmth for granted

My only regret is not appreciating you more when you were alive

I’m so sorry for all the times you worried and cried

I have just come to realize what a wonderful woman you were

You were thoughtful, compassionate and kind

A true lady like I hope to be in time

Even though it’s been a few years since you passed, I still cry

Mom, you’re in my thoughts everyday

Mommy, I think I have finally found my way

Yet Another Rant

People seem to like my rants, so here ya go folks I got another one for ya…….

What da fuck is up with these mother fuckers that whine all the time, you see the shit on facebook, I hear it in meetings, everywhere I go I hear people bitching n’ moaning about their lot in life… get over yourself asshole, Jesus H. Christ, I got better things to do than listen to the shit that comes outta your pie hole, fuckin’ asshole! I got my own problems and you don’t see me crying all the fucking time, would you like some cheese and crackers with that whine? Look for the solution dumbass, in the confusion there’s light at the end of the tunnel, I’ll give you the freakin’ muzzle! SO SHUT YOUR MOUTH!

Alsoooooo! Can somebody please tell me why some people act like it’s another human beings fault that their life is fucked up! I mean really, what are you a fucking puppet? You give other people that much power over you then you deserve to screwed, dude! I am so fucking tired of taking the blame for other peoples shit, it ain’t my fault you did this or that…. Wait for it…. wait for it…. YOU made a decision, right or wrong, it was yours! NOW there’s the HIT! Awwwww, shit! Now you gotta take a look at yourself and ain’t that a bitch!

I am fed up with mother fuckers looking outside themselves for what they should be looking for on the inside. It’s all I can do to keep my side of the street clean and keep myself in line, do you on your dime, not mine!
So, in closing, have a nice day and FUCK all ya’ll

Powerless

Practicing powerlessness in extreme earnest

Doing my best, certainly not anything less

Putting one foot in front of the other, we’re just trying to love one another

Achieving a higher state of being, letting go is in the believing

Replacing fear with faith is this new dilemma that I face